a tear

How is life on the other side
how is it like to be without the without the
usual,typical,illusional,difficult me
How is life on the other side
I'm not even sure if I still remember how you
did you change at all
did you cut your hair
are you still in touch with that
old perfume you used to wear

life the usual,typical,illusional,difficult
you just you speak to me
I don't know what to expect
speak to me alone and out of breathe
speak to me I don't have anything left
speak to me oh speak to me

I wish I could tell you how I've been
I wish I could tell you everything
Do you even know what you're fighting for
Coz I cant remember
I cant see it anymore

Pretending Im fine
Im happy can't you see
who gives a fuck about Im lying through my teeth
why won't we comeback
why wont we comeback